My Personal Tribute to Benazir Bhutto…

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The year was 1972. The war with Pakistan had ended and we were so happy that India had not only defeated Pakistan but had captured many Prisoners of war. The All India Radio had a special slot for the messages aired by the POWs to their own people back home. We would listen to the names and the numbers of the POWs and would sometimes feel bad about these being away from their own kith and kin but at the same time the feeling that they were the enemies would overtake all other feeling of compassion for them.  

I was barely 16 years old at that time and had experienced the first horror of the war when we would be so afraid of a bomb being dropped on our heads whenever the hooter would blare in a dangerous manner heralding an enemy war plane nearby. So the end of war brought a sense of relief as well as the winning glee on our faces. The elders at home talked about the fate of the POWs and the happiness at captured land of the Pakistan regime. We kids, too, would be happy. But sometimes the voice of the POWs would reverberate in my ears and I would feel a little uncomfortable. I would clutch my father closely and would be happy that he was not in army. I didn’t want to lose him. 

It was under such circumstances that we came to know that Bhutto, the President of Pakistan was coming to India for a treaty. The news was great as he was coming to Shimla—the place where we lived. The feeling of watching a defeated Prime Minister was too strong in my heart as had not these Pakistanis given us so much of trouble? News started to make waves that Benazir Bhutto, the daughter of Z A Bhutto, also would be accompanying her father. This added a little romance to the visit of Bhutto the senior.  Our annual exams were around the corner but we would be busy talking about the ensuing visit of the Pakistanis convoy. Shimla started to get a facelift. The roads were being prepared for security cordons and the welcome that would be accorded to the Pakistani convoy. There would be a feeling of awe that why we Indians have to be so good even to our enemies. The story about Alexander and Porus would come to my mind and I would accept, though unwillingly, the great Indain tradition of according respect to even your enemies. 

On 2 April, 1972, the entire Mall road turned into a small cantonment. The road was barricaded on both the sides and we could stand outside the barricades waiting for the famous caravan to pass off. It was a sunny day. There was chill in the air as well in our hearts that we are giving so much of love to our enemies. But the excitement of watching Benazir overtook all other feelings and I stood patiently for a long time for welcoming the guests!   

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She looked cute. A young girl of about 19-2o years! She was wearing something  dark colored. Though I was barely able to get a glimpse of her face and loose hair but it was a pleasant face. She was smiling at waiving at the thronging crowds. I tried to put myself in her place and tried imagining her state of mind. I thought what she must be thinking of? Would there be any pride in her heart or plain humiliation to have come to a country for begging their soldiers and land back? But the smile on her face signified that, despite many odds, she carried herself with great dignity. I liked her for her courage. I again thought would I have had accompanied my father on such a mission—perhaps not, I thought ruefully. I was full of admiration for the courage of the girl.

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Next few days were full of buzz with the Pakistani troupe and its escapades. I don’t know how much of it was true but we had an eager ear to take all that was being said about. “You know the Pakistani troupe is being shown some classic urdu pictures!” someone would chip in, “like Mugal-e-azam, Anaarkali and Chaundhavi Ka Chand.” And the information that some regular picture shows were cancelled at the Ritz so that special shows could be arranged for the “guests” made us angry. “Why so much of trouble to our people and that too on account of showing courtesy to these Pakis?” we would say. But the smiling face of a young girl, on a mission impossible, would make us go soft towards the Pakis. “She loves eating paan” another one would add to our store house of information. “She relished paans of Guru Prasad Paan wala at the Mall,” the same source of information would add. “She came to the Mall?” I asked in disbelief. I thought of having missed a chance to see her from closer quarter as howsoever did I want to but could never acknowledge that I loved the girl. I put on an expression of indifference when it came to Benazir. I would watch at her black and white pictures that the Photo shops on the Mall would display and would admire her for her bubbliness.

 

 

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She looked bewitching in saree. It was a picture where she was with her father and Indira Gandhi.

Later on we forgot about the episode but when she became Prime Minister of Pakistan I could put all the earlier references in my mind and relate them to her present. All the training that Z. A. Bhutto, her father, had provided her made her a polished politician. I admired her many a times and all the time the picture of a girl with face hidden behind loose short hair would come to my mind. I used to think that her father must have wanted to groom her the way Indira Gandhi was groomed by Jawahar Lal Nehru and must have wanted to learn it quite early in her life—the lessons of politics.But when she decided to come back to Pakistan after having lived in exile for such a long time, I watched her with interest. It was a pleasure to watch a mature lady instead of the young girl that I admired for her freshness. I don’t know why but her visit back home reminded me so much of her visit to India in the year 1972. The mood back home in Pakistan was hostile. The woman still moved on with the same winning smile as her armor. But the day I heard of her being killed I just thought that it was unfair to a woman who had taken her first political lessons in 1972 by visiting a so called enemy country where people had hostile mood. But we showered them with all that India is famous for—love, care and respect. And here her very own country and her very own people had killed her. It was a shock to me. The Newspapers reported that she was buried next to the grave of her father and I could not help feeling more sorry.

she lay dead and cold, in a grave next to her father’s who had taught her the first lesson in politics in 1972. What a pity indeed! 

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5 thoughts on “My Personal Tribute to Benazir Bhutto…

  1. This tragedy in these times shows immaturity of our leaders. Any blame should be on government rather on group. Asia has seen worst assassinations and it is duty of government to provide best security cover to popular leaders! I think any heart would bleed when a lady, to whom we are supposed to provide respect is harmed in either way!

  2. Donna Osborn

    thank you for the valuable first person story of view of the life of a figure that will continue to live in the history books ! Of course, i only know what i have observed from the television presence of this Mother of a moderate Islam, but i can’t help but be disillusioned by the loss…so much so that immediately on hearing of her assassination i felt as if i had been struck… here is the tribute i wrote in the night of despair at her passing…

    Mother Bhutto

    Mars rose with the Moon on the Solstice,
    dry leaves shivered on the trees…
    Will the feeling of doom resist hopelessness
    as a brave heart is brought to her knees?

    Instant the world is connected
    thru the advance of a warring machine,
    While the tribal drums beat rejection
    and the peace of the lamb feels defeat.

    The thunder rolls in the distance…
    an unholy force blows the wind…
    The hate for the other manifesting
    as the shepherd’s blood flows once again .

    Do the beating of chests in the onslaught
    hide a deadness lurking inside?
    Has the heart turned to stone from the darkness
    where no holy thing can abide?

    Do the powers that rape while they pillage
    and hide in the black of the night
    Not see that the world is uniting,
    relating to each other’s plight?..

    The rain falls and drenches the blood spots
    that were splattered on the passers by
    And they drip to the ground that she walked on
    as the flames of their grief touch the sky.

    The last words on her lips were for Allah,
    the sacrifice was made with her blood.
    Will the consciousness rise from this letting,
    will the loss of her life be for good?

    Will they rise for what they believe in
    as another One stands in her place?
    Will they look closer the next time
    and see God reflecting His grace?

    Will the Lord come again from Her pleaing?
    Will the soldiers be surprised at His guise?
    Will the dry leaves catch fire with His glancing…
    As they see all are One in His eyes?

  3. ajay

    Each n every word ,stated by u, was verily and with beautiful subtleness stated.However, the grimacing statehood of our neighbour can neither be praised nor be sympathized.Im infact compelled to say that the loss is indeed pitiful; and the world is lonlier of another great stuff.
    May her soul be granted the heaven, in which only peace dwells.

  4. Donna Osborn

    Dear Thakur, this new addition to your tribute — with the pictures — has brought tears to my eyes, again… and i offer them as tribute to your beautiful post and to She that is living example of courage and dignity.

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